Got back from SPC retreat on Monday! I had a blessed time and was able to figure out my calling from God. And it was amazing to be able to see someone who lives against the normal flow of NOVA and living out a genuine Christian life. There were many lessons that I learned:
1. God prepares our hearts for what He wants us to do, whether it takes 1 years or 10 years.
2. He WILL provide for our needs
I am glad I was given the opportunity to go and gave a challenge for me in my own life. JESUS is my strength and provider.
But it is so hard to keep that in mind throughout life. Especially when I thought everything was going great…I find it hard to comprehend why this had to happen. I know God puts us through challenges in order to help us to grow and become closer. But i cannot help but feel frustrated because of this situation that I wished had not happened. Why now, when it was almost perfect. So frustrating and I just wish I did not have to deal with this right now, especially with school starting in 2 weeks. This is just another ANNOYING thing that just had to happen. :/